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I am sitting on my bed right now sipping on my tea with my laptop in my lap & thinking what exactly is a human? & I know the question might sound funny but I think a human is the most simplest & yet the most complex
I am sitting on my bed right now sipping on my tea with my laptop in my lap & thinking what exactly is a human? & I know the question might sound funny but I think a human is the most simplest & yet the most complex
creature to comprehend. I watched this episode again a night ago refresh some of my clouded memories & to make sense of what Sidharth was going through that night & why did he behave the way that he did.
Before I began that, I must again assert to understand his actions, u need
Before I began that, I must again assert to understand his actions, u need
to understand his personality first & to describe his personality, I would use the analogy of a 4-year-old child who is determinant, possessive, stubborn & yet has a pure heart & for me, Sidharth is that child. The situation that I am going to describe, u cannot blame him for it
because it is what it is & those were extreme circumstances that would crack anyone under the pressure they were all being put through.
That day, he had constantly been fighting with Asim & Rahsmi while trying to win the task because he had to, it was just who he is, always to
That day, he had constantly been fighting with Asim & Rahsmi while trying to win the task because he had to, it was just who he is, always to
win no matter what!
Emotions were flying high that day, his adrenaline levels were elevated because not only the task was physically demanding but also because he had to constantly fight off with Asim, Rashmi & with his rightful guilt of not choosing Sana. I am saying all this
Emotions were flying high that day, his adrenaline levels were elevated because not only the task was physically demanding but also because he had to constantly fight off with Asim, Rashmi & with his rightful guilt of not choosing Sana. I am saying all this
because we need to be aware of all in play in order to understand what exactly went down. He was irritated plus his own guilt & the constant tug war between his heart & his brain wasn't helping either.
Why didn't he choose Sana?
I have got three theories;
a) He didn't want to
Why didn't he choose Sana?
I have got three theories;
a) He didn't want to
save her because saving her would have meant that he somehow favoured her to be in the game which would have affected her credibility.
b) He didn't save her because he knew she could be a strong competition plus her chances of being eliminated against Arti & Mahira were
b) He didn't save her because he knew she could be a strong competition plus her chances of being eliminated against Arti & Mahira were
almost non-existent.
C) He knew Sana would be saved regardless but a part of him was still mad at her for being too comfortable with Asim & Rashmi & perhaps it was vengeance which even he couldn't understand therefore he was restless the entire time while giving justifications
C) He knew Sana would be saved regardless but a part of him was still mad at her for being too comfortable with Asim & Rashmi & perhaps it was vengeance which even he couldn't understand therefore he was restless the entire time while giving justifications
to Paras & Mahira on why he chose Paras on several occasions.
During the entire episode, Sid mentioned "sensible Asim" as a taunt like at least 15-20 times which shows that though he didn't exhibit, he had grown extremely insecure of her closeness with Asim & Rashmi but
During the entire episode, Sid mentioned "sensible Asim" as a taunt like at least 15-20 times which shows that though he didn't exhibit, he had grown extremely insecure of her closeness with Asim & Rashmi but
especially Asim because of what had happened in the past few days. (Remember, Sana-Asim vs. Sid-Zariwala).
He had started thinking that Sana was somehow trusting Asim & Rashmi over him & growing fonder of them.
He had started thinking that Sana was somehow trusting Asim & Rashmi over him & growing fonder of them.
Sidharth's constant mention of (Sensible Asim, piyare ASim) only highlights the insecurity he was harbouring at that time & I feel like something has happened to Sid in the past where someone left him over some misunderstandings which is why he has grown so shy of trusting people
around him especially the ones he loves.
His behaviour during this episode was somewhat like how I behave (or used to behave as a kid) when my mom gets mad at me & instead of confronting me, she just straight up starts ignoring me & trust me I hate it when she does that
His behaviour during this episode was somewhat like how I behave (or used to behave as a kid) when my mom gets mad at me & instead of confronting me, she just straight up starts ignoring me & trust me I hate it when she does that
though I know that it's my fault & I totally deserve the silent treatment but I hate it nonetheless. I want her to confront me, fight with me & let it out instead of giving me the silent treatment because it just makes me feel & I don't wanna feel that way while knowing that I
should but I just don't want me.
& it is the same for me with my friends & family as well. Like I hate the silent treatment, it just makes me bonkers. I think which is why I am kind of relating Sid because even though he knew that Sana had every right to ignore him & some how
& it is the same for me with my friends & family as well. Like I hate the silent treatment, it just makes me bonkers. I think which is why I am kind of relating Sid because even though he knew that Sana had every right to ignore him & some how
deserved it, he just could not bear it anyways.
It was making him feel more guilty & he had Sana to do anything but ignore him. That is just of his personality & right now, we cannot judge that whether it's wrong or right because we too have our own weird ways of dealing
It was making him feel more guilty & he had Sana to do anything but ignore him. That is just of his personality & right now, we cannot judge that whether it's wrong or right because we too have our own weird ways of dealing
with our guilt & turmoils.
I saw the proper evidence of his insecurity with Asim through the behaviour he exhibited during the kurkure task!
He couldn't the comfort Asim has grown with Sana (even though there was no comfort to begin with) but even the fact that Asim was able
I saw the proper evidence of his insecurity with Asim through the behaviour he exhibited during the kurkure task!
He couldn't the comfort Asim has grown with Sana (even though there was no comfort to begin with) but even the fact that Asim was able
make Sana smile had become unbearable.
The problem is, BB was ending soon he didn't know what was gonna happen. Was she gonna stand by him given that he was 13 years older than him & now she too was loved by the masses? or was she gonna leave him for someone of her own age?
The problem is, BB was ending soon he didn't know what was gonna happen. Was she gonna stand by him given that he was 13 years older than him & now she too was loved by the masses? or was she gonna leave him for someone of her own age?
There were questions and insecurities that had been keeping him up at nights!!
& he knew that what he was doing didn't make sense but he couldn't help it neither could he look away. While looking at Sana & Asim looking into each other's eyes, his insecurities and doubts started
& he knew that what he was doing didn't make sense but he couldn't help it neither could he look away. While looking at Sana & Asim looking into each other's eyes, his insecurities and doubts started
clouding his judgement.
yeah, we may call it toxic but here is the thing, almost all of us would have perhaps reacted the same way.
I mean, if I put myself in his shoe where I see a girl who I hate getting cozy & flirty with my man, Imma probably go shooting guns as well.
yeah, we may call it toxic but here is the thing, almost all of us would have perhaps reacted the same way.
I mean, if I put myself in his shoe where I see a girl who I hate getting cozy & flirty with my man, Imma probably go shooting guns as well.
So yeah, Imma not pretend here to be a saint & say that I might have reacted differently when I myself probably would have gone bonkers as well. But then my brain rebuttals that I am in my very early 20s & I haven't had as much experience as Sidharth given he is much older than
me so I would expect him to behave much more logically & show more maturity than many of us would do in similar situations.
Okay, that's a fair point but didn't we just started this thread describing discussing his personality that he is kind of like a 4 years old kid & I feel
Okay, that's a fair point but didn't we just started this thread describing discussing his personality that he is kind of like a 4 years old kid & I feel
like this is the only thing about which I agree with Rashmi that Sid maybe 39 years old, but he is literally a kid inside & behaves like a kid would do if put in similar situations.
Once u accept that reasoning, his behaviour becomes quite predictable & u can see a visible
Once u accept that reasoning, his behaviour becomes quite predictable & u can see a visible
pattern of his tantrums & reactions throughout the BB journey.
The reason he said he sees himself in Sana, the reason he connects with her, the reason he enjoys her company, the reason he gets hurt like a baby is that he does have the heart of a 4-year-old kid which makes him
The reason he said he sees himself in Sana, the reason he connects with her, the reason he enjoys her company, the reason he gets hurt like a baby is that he does have the heart of a 4-year-old kid which makes him
do things at times that don't make sense if we see him as a 39 years old guy but everything becomes crystal clear the minute we begin to see the hidden child inside him.
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