been thinking about this a lot, answer if youre comfortable

what was your first encounter with police? how old were you? how did this shape your view of cops? has it changed?

idr my first cop encounter but i know the story well. my dad got pulled over for being a mexican driving a cadi. they insisted he was smuggling drugs. they ripped me out of my carseat, searched it and me, including in my diaper. nothing. my dad got rid of the cadi shortly after

ive always felt uncomfortable around cops. like i was hiding something even tho i had nothing to hide. like i did something wrong i should be ashamed of. im on edge waiting for them to violate me anytime theyre near. that feeling has never changed