still sad boi hours.
real talk though: i’ve spent the last few months with a very unstable state of mind. some days have been good. and some not. i have never been lazier, more unproductive and more unsatisfied than i am right now.
i am essentially in the middle of a slump.
real talk though: i’ve spent the last few months with a very unstable state of mind. some days have been good. and some not. i have never been lazier, more unproductive and more unsatisfied than i am right now.
i am essentially in the middle of a slump.
i go days without even getting out of bed. i don’t eat. i don’t sleep. i eat too much. i sleep too much. i don’t feel anything. i feel everything. anxiety is at an all time high, and insecurity has taken over my mind.
the last six months haven’t been easy on anyone. a lot of people’s mental health have suffered.
i’m thankfully lucky enough to have a supportive group of people around me who won’t let me get as bad as i did a couple years ago. but that doesn’t mean it’s all good.
i’m thankfully lucky enough to have a supportive group of people around me who won’t let me get as bad as i did a couple years ago. but that doesn’t mean it’s all good.
if you’re able to - reach out to your friends. doesn’t matter if it’s been an hour or a year since you’ve last talked to them. a lot of people are struggling right now - and more isolated than ever.
a few words can genuinely make such a difference.
a few words can genuinely make such a difference.
and if you are struggling - i can only tell you that this WILL get better. you’ve been through all the shitty times in your past. you WILL get through this. i believe in you, just as i’m trying to have faith in myself. and i’m always here if you ever wanna talk about anything!