okay so i made a whole list of how my eating disorder has impacted me after 5 years of having one. this isn’t everything and i’m sure i’ll think of more stuff but if you read this (there’s a lot) i urge you to get help and engage in support asap. you don’t want this shit forever
i know it’s a lot to read and like i said this probably isn’t even half the stuff that i’ve had to deal with as a result of my ed, but if i knew some of these things 5 years ago i truly would of engaged in treatment because this is HELL
i feel like i should add a part 2 to this bc the biggest thing for me and what’s ruined my life is the rules and rituals and routines which have come alongside my anorexia and other physical issues i forgot to mention