Let’s talk about being a non-binary actor when you’re trying to earn your degree.

My first role in undergrad was a zombie. But they made sure to make it clear that I was a man.

My second role in undergrad was a military advisor in a fairy tale kingdom. A man.

My third role in undergrad was a “hot monster.” Who was male.

My fourth role in undergrad was a lesbian who owned a non-profit.

During my two years in my program, I was mocked by faculty for using a tool box as my makeup kit.

I was told I could only play lesbians or men “because of how I presented myself.”

I was the top choice for Sheila in Hair but was pulled to play a lesbian in a student written play.

My resume after college only reflected the box my faculty forced me into. At that point I believed them that that was all I could do, so I quit theatre for a while.

Then, I met a man who would become a mentor to me. I went to grad school. I got to play the types of roles I hadn’t gotten to before. This led to the first of many professional contracts.

Allow me to present all the roles I’ve been able to play because the casting director was able to see past my 6’ androgynous frame and face/hair:

Jeannette from The Full Monty:

Tessi Tura in Gypsy:

The Witch in Into The Woods:

Tanya in Mamma Mia:

King Lear in King Lear:

Violet in 9 to 5:

I can play “masculine” roles AND “feminine” roles because I’m not defined by my gender. Open up your mind. Open up your eyes. Especially in an educational setting. My experience at school told me all I’d ever be was a butch, gay woman and I’m proud to say y’all were VERY wrong.

***I was also offered a contract to play Berger in Hair because that particular theatre liked what I could do and didn’t care about my gender.