Ok. So I feel like s*it. I feel invisible, I feel wrong for liking things, negative opinions about things are stuck in my head and I feel like I can’t enjoy certain things anymore. The internet has taken its toll on me. I can’t take it anymore.

I’ve heard people suggest therapy, but I don’t know. That seems a bit much. I guess I’ll just speak to my mum and see what I can do. I’m just tired of the internet making me feel wrong for loving what I do. They can’t change that, and I’m not going to let them try.

I was called a “retarded little kid” on YouTube for saying I liked the last Jedi. I guess that’s where my depression (?) started. Twitter and Instagram also didn’t help at all, maybe possibly made the issue worse if I’m honest.

Console Wars have also made me feel like trash. As someone who bought an Xbox one in 2018, because I didn’t care what I owned, as long as I owned a console, seeing people act toxic towards the people who owned the console broke my heart and made me feel bad.

Oh yeah. There was that time I felt like I was made out as a bad guy. The time some loser wouldn’t let an argument end. The time a friend blocked me. The time my friend was apparently a pedo. The Snyder cultists, the fandom menace, the list goes on.

I guess that’s it. Sure I’ve made friends here, but I’ve also made a lot of bad memories and possible enemies. And it’s all taken a toll on my health. I’m not suicidal or anything like that, and non of it has affected my personal life.

I just thought I’d vent. Finally let it all out. And I’m proud I did.

There was also the time that I spent a week, scared, that the world was going to end. What fun. Thanks guys!