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Yesterday, I tweeted about my sweet & loving dead folk who walk with me. Real ass spiritualists always see that & clock me, usually on sight.
@myeshxa clocked me so accurately that it left me gagging and THINKING about how they truly go OFF for me regularly in material ways.
@myeshxa clocked me so accurately that it left me gagging and THINKING about how they truly go OFF for me regularly in material ways.
While prepping for therapy, I rolled a jay & ended up writing a whole THREAD that i just finishing after my session.
My ppl love for me to TESTIFY. I be over it sometimes tho, lol. I got churchy ass hoodoo's who like pound cake & shit. So get into this. I hope it'll bless ya.
My ppl love for me to TESTIFY. I be over it sometimes tho, lol. I got churchy ass hoodoo's who like pound cake & shit. So get into this. I hope it'll bless ya.
Today, I was thanking God for my Black woman elder therapist cuz done many sessions HIGH BOOTZ.
in real ways, she understands i'm a person living w/ chronic illness & an anxiety disorder & that means a lot to me.
she is a direct gift from my dead folks.
in real ways, she understands i'm a person living w/ chronic illness & an anxiety disorder & that means a lot to me.
she is a direct gift from my dead folks.
when seeing a therapist, coach, or spiritualist, it's important to pay attention to how they are treating you. some folks have rhetoric and words yet lack intention & embodied practice.
you should be able to experience (materially and tangibly) what they say they are about.
you should be able to experience (materially and tangibly) what they say they are about.
my spirits WANT me to be well. it's something I want as well, too. however, i don't expect wellness & healing to one day pop up at my door. I actively move towards it knowing it's my birthright AND that I will be supported in the endeavor.
often I don't know the details of where I'm going but I GO! I don't always need details. I trust & am always guided, directed, & supported along the way.
you don't always HAVE to posses every detail to get what/where you need. You do, however, need to be able to see & hear.
you don't always HAVE to posses every detail to get what/where you need. You do, however, need to be able to see & hear.
for some, i know NOT having details is triggering & can be directly related to trauma which diminishes and complicates our willingness & ability to trust.
i can move in this way because I have a rich HISTORY & relationship (in this life time) w/ my spiritual support.
i can move in this way because I have a rich HISTORY & relationship (in this life time) w/ my spiritual support.
plainly speaking, I've been seeing the dead and talking and moving w/ Spirit since I was a kid. there's a comfort and confidence there. I just thought that's what good ol' Christians did but that's a whole other Hoodoo story for another time. lol
back to testimony service:
back to testimony service:
when making moves, I always ask for confirmation & evidence. I did this very thing when it came to my therapist.
Spiritually speaking, I look & listen for signs that tell me I'm in the right place. My ppl always come thru, too.
That's how shit this works.
Spiritually speaking, I look & listen for signs that tell me I'm in the right place. My ppl always come thru, too.
That's how shit this works.
I walked into my therapists office &she had 4 portraits up: Toni Morrison, Audre Lorde, Maya Angelou, & bell hooks.
that was a sign for me cuz I STAN them.
And then my ppl gave me more clear signs I was in the right place and found the right person.
Here's another...
that was a sign for me cuz I STAN them.
And then my ppl gave me more clear signs I was in the right place and found the right person.
Here's another...
immediately when coming in and seeing the portraits, I said something like, "Oh, I see you got my people up on the wall".
My therapist said, "No, baby, these are MY people. Now you go & sit right there". Her affect was pointed and sweet. I immediately fell in love.
My therapist said, "No, baby, these are MY people. Now you go & sit right there". Her affect was pointed and sweet. I immediately fell in love.
i'm fierce & kinda serious like many children of Ogun. yet I respond well to tender and maternal love. my folks KNOW that, especially my grandmother, & her mother, my great grandmother. They are the ones who raised me very early on in my life.
they send folks to me who love on me similarly to the ways THEY would. It's so interesting cuz my grandmother, whose nickname in the hood was Killa, wasn't particularly known to be sweet but she was to ME. That's all I knew though.
She still is. And be showing UP for me.
She still is. And be showing UP for me.
Her easy and clear response landed on me in a register that was deeply familiar, very Black, very home.
I also knew I'd better sit my ass down & be quiet a lil.
In that moment, my therapist was signifying and letting me know what time it was. I was in her space w/ HER ppl.
I also knew I'd better sit my ass down & be quiet a lil.
In that moment, my therapist was signifying and letting me know what time it was. I was in her space w/ HER ppl.
She makes tea for me, gives me a blankets, calls me baby & sweet heart. She offers care, is extremely tender but doesn't coddle & has clear boundaries. She is generous, gracious, spiritually grounded, attuned, & will leave me BALD & edgeless.
All the things I need & more.
All the things I need & more.
i started this thread talking about my therapist honoring my cannabis consumption. but this really is about me sharing mY life so you might know and bear witness to the POWER of Black religion. it IS a sacred art and science that works, boo! ...based on YOUR willingness to work.
Now I've done covered a LOT of ground here. And I'm down to share more at the nexus of emotional wellness & spirituality. My spirits told me I need to do this more open slots externally offering intuitive coaching & spirit care sessions. Stay tuned. Imma provide an easy link.
and FINALLY, be real about asking your divinities and spirits for what you NEED, your DESIRES, and what you WANT. They're not synonyms, my friends.
get clear so you can heal and get your damn blessings!
get clear so you can heal and get your damn blessings!
i'm also here to hold space in my DM for 24hrs tp anyone this resonates with. if you feel LED and comf HMU. I'm committed to responding but it won't be immediate. I honor Black rhythm over capitalist time.
Feel free to hit that cashapp, too. Same as my @ here.
Ard, I'm done.
Feel free to hit that cashapp, too. Same as my @ here.
Ard, I'm done.
