Just because someone has numbers, doesn't make them any less human. I sometimes feel like I don't deserve to feel sad every so often because of how successful things have been for me. I wish I could be happy 24/7, but it's impossible. You need to have bad days to have good ones.

I don't talk to many people because I worry people only talk to me because of who I am and not because they actually care, so I try to handle things myself. I do alright for the most part, but do I wish I didn't feel conflicted with my feelings. Success does not equal happiness.

I believe in everyone's ability. You need to have drive, and you need to devote your life to your dream. It can be dangerous to do that. I sacrificed my social life for this dream, while I'm extremely grateful for it all, it's extremely lonely. Tomorrow is another day.