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I’m going to share nice things about myself that I love so maybe it’ll make me feel better. Here is a thread about me and why I deserve to live!! I will check it frequently to remind myself why I matter. Firstly, here is a photo of me!!!!
I love my fashion and makeup so much. Everyone hates it but every time I get ready I think I look p great!!
My friends are again, handcrafted angels that I love so much, they somehow don’t leave every time I go through this shit and I still don’t understand why, I hope they never leave tho!!!
I have a vision board on Instagram I look at every day to feel happy!!! The colors literally feel like a brain massage and I love architecture, fashion, art, and pretty things 
My life in Japan!!!! My god!!!! My god!!!!!!! I worked so hard for this. Literally a hood bitch who got a scholarship and bust tf out of SoCal so I can live my life freely in my own dream world that I curated for myself
Also I love my tattoos. Each of them has their own special meaning!!! I wanna get a million and eventually a face tattoo. I think it’ll suit me p well!!!!!
I love to write!!!! I’m writing a short story about twin flames and karmic links atm, idk if I’m gonna share it bc it feels too personal but I probably would just end up posting!!!! But yeah
I’ll add more to the thread if i can spark something else that makes me happy ,,, if anyone wants to comment about why they love and appreciate me they can I am open to it I feel like a worthless piece of shit any other way hahahaha
I think being deemed as solely the ignorant Hoeing In Japan 101 “girl” has damaged my psyche. It really feels like I got Mia Khalifa’d by the internet and it sucks. When I was 16 I was getting scholarships I was homeschooled to take care of my nana and taught myself and graduated
I was doing talks about Human Rights when I was 17 years old at universities. But all y’all see is one fucking video lol. Then I moved to Japan by myself, never have been to a foreign country before besides Mexico. I threw myself in Japan not knowing if I would love it or hate it
But I loved it and still love it. I feel so defeated. I don’t know what to do
Here is knuckles he is 12 and bow legged and has been hit by a car probably around 3 times and is literally still thriving and amazing!!!! He wakes me up every morning and is so excited to see me and play I tear up when I think of him when he is right in front of me
