nawh my insurance doesn't cover the ph. therapy for my knee problems. And you can't change it mid-year apparently.
:T

& I'm bummed about this bc 1) my freelancing hasn't been going well: corona and also figuring all these tax things out is overwhelming
2) can't apply for a job bc anxiety.
3) at the beginning of the year i just filled in whatever seemed ok for the insurance due to anxiety lmao

once again i feel like i've failed myself and that spirals into eventually hating every decision in my life that got me here.

part of me is like ye this is being an adult, but another part is like these things shd not be so overwhelming to the point that Im just one ball of anxious mess. I shld be able to look at my resume & change it w/out feeling a need to cry trying to remember correct years & skills