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Just a thread about things I've been thinking about and realizing, might not be the most put together thoughts but I wanted to talk about it. So first of all, I don't want to talk crap about people using certain weapons anymore [1/?]
Sure it's frustrating to die to certain stuff in games but it's a small toxic thing that's completely unnecessary, same with calling people out for 3 peeking. I really want to just have a community that's the least toxic as possible [2/?]
Obviously people are still going to talk crap and complain about stuff but I just don't want to perpetuate any toxic behavior against another player. I also tend to get really defensive about things, idk if it stems from being on the internet for too long [3/?]
but I assume most people are approaching me with negative intentions, it's really bad, I want to change that mindset because I know I've hurt many people who didn't have bad intentions by having my guard up so much [4/?]
Another thing I'm really learning is understanding my power and influence and I 100% don't mean this in a "ME SO FAMOUS ME POWERFUUUL" I mean it in a way of understanding that I can raid someone's channel on twitch and make their day [5/?]
I can misunderstand something that someone says, be defensive and make them feel like crap for a day. I need to have a better hold on that as well as understanding that people listen to me? lmao, sounds stupid but I have a hard time seeing myself in "high regards" [5/?]
but it's not a case of me feeling like I'm hot shit, it's a case of me needing to understand my place in this community and taking it really seriously. This was a major rant about my brain, I am sorry lol. Thanks guys, I appreciate you all <3
