Hi friends.
As those of you have followed me for a while know, I often reveal the crazy part of my AGP that reflects the moments where my carefully crafted maleness is just destroyed or hijacked by this compulsion that has haunted me since my early teens.
I have hit that now/1
As those of you have followed me for a while know, I often reveal the crazy part of my AGP that reflects the moments where my carefully crafted maleness is just destroyed or hijacked by this compulsion that has haunted me since my early teens.
I have hit that now/1
I was joking about diving into Faceapp again because you were all doing your own gender flips. I spoke out in favour of men playing with their appearance and how fun it is for the most normal dude to see himself as a woman. I think it is healthy for them
But the app is improved/2
But the app is improved/2
It now allows you to take full body pictures and alter the faces. And do so extremely well
If you've read my pinned tweet you know that I had one week, a year ago, where I was able to fully indulge in my AGP, boobs and all. I explained how the mania would haunt me but be purged/3
If you've read my pinned tweet you know that I had one week, a year ago, where I was able to fully indulge in my AGP, boobs and all. I explained how the mania would haunt me but be purged/3
I was able to indulge in all my bra stuffing schemes for a solid week. But it would instantly become distasteful, post orgasm. Only to arise with a vengeance in an hour. It was an interesting encounter with an old friend that I had not dealt with for at least a decade. /4
I took a bunch of pictures, most were erased out of horror. Seeing what had been irresistibly erotic in the mirror was jarring and dysphoric when I looked at the pictures. I put them aside pondering paying someone to photoshop them but to wary and lazy to do so. They faded away/5
Until I discovered the app updates today. It has captured exactly what I wanted. I often say that I believe AGP can fully be contained and controlled by tech. And this is getting very close.
The results it created, the embodiment of this fervent desire that has gripped my mind/6
The results it created, the embodiment of this fervent desire that has gripped my mind/6
Is there in a perfect form. It is my face and body, crazily altered through technology and some water balloons, hitting the prime targets of my AGP with astonishing accuracy.
It has dominated my mind since I discovered it, but it really seems an end game to me. This is it. /7
It has dominated my mind since I discovered it, but it really seems an end game to me. This is it. /7
You can create exactly what you are desperately seeking. All those video games where you can spend hours crafting your perfect female character to spend the next 60 hours pale in comparison to this. Because this is you, you see your eyes, a hint of your nose. And that woman... /8
She has haunted your sex life since puberty, and is crafted in all her glory.
Play with this stuff. Enjoy your internal desire without blowing your life apart for something that will most likely disappoint you.
Realize it is a fantasy. One that can tear you apart at times.. /9
Play with this stuff. Enjoy your internal desire without blowing your life apart for something that will most likely disappoint you.
Realize it is a fantasy. One that can tear you apart at times.. /9
This is an outlet for us at long last, no wandering in the streets being snickered at (or worse) by men. No more forcing women to stare intently at the bathroom mirror, trying not to make eye contact with you. You can get your kicks and get back to that comfy male right after/10
And you can look like this, (he says proudly) tickle your AGP and indulge it
And afterwards, take it off, have a shower, and settle back into the easy masculinity
Keep the photos for future titillation. Don't let it control your life.
Have fun, love yourself, know yourself /fin
And afterwards, take it off, have a shower, and settle back into the easy masculinity
Keep the photos for future titillation. Don't let it control your life.
Have fun, love yourself, know yourself /fin
And yes I am painfully aware that I have that strangely dead eyed stare that every AGP tends to do. It is so odd. Like we are trying to replicate fashion models or something.